Back in January of 2008 I lost a brother and it has at times been difficult. I never thought that I would lose a brother only to lose my sister a year later. Things have been going through my mind here lately about what has gone down. I miss not having my brother around as I do my sister but its hardest not to have my brother. We came up together and even when the others where born we was still close. Now it has set in that he is gone as is our sister. He has been gone close to four years give or take as for our sister close to three years give or take. Now its the memories that count.